

The Dark Spiral of Sanity Dead inside.The Dark Spiral of Sanity by ~Synister-Decay
Spiraling downwards into a dark abyss.
I can't hide from my Mind.
I am trapped, slapped, and broken.
I hope this is it.
The end of the pain and fear.
I just want to feel again.
To breath again.
But my soul, which once was my companion, has struck me down with a hateful stare, and a glistening, toothy grin.
What did I do to get here?
What did I do to deserve this?
It's not my fault.
It's all my fault.
Am I sane?
Or am I really as crazy as I believe myself to be?
Spinning at top speed, sanity passing me by.
Will my feet ever feel the touch of earth again?
Or am I doomed to a spiraling free-fall into nothingness?


Oblivion I light a cigarette and watch a daddy-long-leg scurry by.Oblivion by ~Synister-Decay
It's cold, and I shiver while I listen to the patter of light rain sprinkling down in the darkness.
The dark is all around, pressing in on me, almost threatening to consume the light given off by the porch lamp. There are no street lights, no stars or moon. Just the solitary light from a house far across the hills, and the darkness eats all.
My dad comes out of the house with garbage bags that he wants me to take out and I dread walking out into the all consuming dark. I ponder The fear, pain, abuse, uselessness, and the spiraling darkness of my mind: all these things which ha


The World is on Fire I stare down at the city, the cracks in the roads like angry veins, the derelict buildings, whose framework reach up to the sky like grasping, skeletal hands.The World is on Fire by ~Synister-Decay
How long has it been since it all went down?
Time doesn't matter here anymore.
How did it happen?
Nobody knows.
We were all going about our lives.
Working, drinking, screwing, popping our pills and smoking our drugs.
And then BOOM.
The world was on fire, and everything burned.
Life, as chaotic as it already was, exploded, and society went up in flames.
The fires burned for weeks, maybe months, and the sun was obscured in a cloud of smog and smoke.
I descend into the streets.